A Very Public Apology

Well, t'would be if the whole InterWeb read it, right?

Dearest Monkey Cats,

I can't tell how sorry I am that I let you down. Literally, because of tears and snot and the pills haven't kicked in yet. And when they do, I won't have the ability to articulately tell you how contrite, remorseful, penitent and ashamed I am that I let down those who I wanted to support the most, and I will no doubt wander off the topic (WHAT? ME WANDER OFF THE TOPIC? THE EARTH IS OFF ITS AXIS!!!! DOGS AND CATS - aren't they cute?) - ah - yes, that's it - I would start talking about how the earth is REALLY an oblate spheroid and WHY DO I KNOW THAT?? Also, purple sea urchins and their scientific name - WHY DO I REMEMBER THAT????? - it's Strongylocentrotus purpuratus

So I won't go into the whys and whats and wherefores. You know them anyway as far as they can be understood. Just know this:

• I'm so PROUD you made it to regionals with the trio and two solos (was it more?); that's so amazing! And that was in SPITE of anything I did!


• I believe if all is fair in the World (well, it isn't, but I hope for you and for today it is) that you will make it to State competition most certainly despite me.


• Bless you for being so sweet and kind about my ultimate flake-i-tude. You are such wonderful young ladies (and I get to say that 'cause I'm old). I refrained from saying you are "sweet spirits," though it's true.


• Which reminds me, thank you for keeping an old lady vaguely in touch with the popular culture of today! It makes me happy. YOU guys make me happy. I can't keep up with you, but that comes with being old and decrepit.

So there you have it. I love you!

Most Fondly and Repentantly,
CHA Kate (well - CAKE)

P.S. No matter what, I think I should get to take credit for the lack of "Adam and Eve" in any performance you ever do. May I take small comfort from that?

P.P.S. Oh - also, despite the stress and whatnot, Nessa, I've no doubt that whoever played the Fauré for you did not massacre the certain passages that I do (though I slaughter it WITH a poised demeanor, a certain flair, and - seemingly against all odds - a straight face. I didn't go to University for NUTHIN').